College fucking bites

Being an adult has been the hardest 2 years of my life. College is a fucking piece of shit. I have mental disabilities yet all of sudden when high schools over I'm supposed to stop being depressed, anxious and suicidal and just fucking snap out of it? What? How am I expected to get a job and work if I have fucking severe ptsd? Does any of this make sense? No. But because I'm 19 I need to automatically assume position to have a fucking boot shoved up my asshole and grow up. I was more motivated before I was even in college. I was searching for jobs, I was making art and I was finding myself and evolving as a person. But once college started I literally shut down. No more art, no more expression. The art class I took really gave me a dark view on what I once considered a passion of mine. I hated art, I thought it was a waste of time. Now that I'm out of college I can create and express myself and not feel like such a slave. If you cant handle college and your mental health, pick your mental health. It is the most important thing. Your own mental health should definitely come before college or grades or anything. You are more important than a degree or money.